12970) No matter how much we talk about us.. on the next day we have a new topic to discuss. It's really not easy and our love hurt me really bad. But when I look in your love filled eyes.. and when you give me that amazing smile, I ignore the pain. I'm happy even though our love has to be a secret. You'll find someday the love of your life and you'll hurt me. But my heart will heal again.. because you will never leave me. I don't want to argue with you or discuss. I want to enjoy every second of this what we have. I want those ups and downs. I want laughs and tears. I want YOU. Because I love you so much.. you're worth fighting. And one day the pain will be gone.. the pain of loving you. There will be just happiness in our hearts and we will enjoy every second. I wish I could marry you someday but I can't. I'd love to have kids with you someday but it's not possible. All I know is that you will never leave me completly. We will be friends.. best friends when you find the love of your life. And this give me hope to grow old with you together. We have no future as lovers.. but as best friends. This keeps me alive. This shows me that our experience of love is worth fighting for. I'm forever yours, you're forever mine. Infinity and beyond.